Having not written and composed for my blog for such a long time, I felt my mind is in a state of zombie, unable to formulate and come out with any words I wanted to share about my life. It took me a mere 7min 8sec to finished my first four sentences . And I wanted to put the blame on fb (Facebook), "oh Paul, how irresponsible have you become". But to a certain degree I had my point if you would listen.
You see, ever since I started logging on to this modern communication application tool 'fb'... I became lazy and slack at composing anything on the platform of gangsterdad, knowing that I had an easier alternative of releasing my thoughts and emotions thru a more convenient and popular channel where the scale of respond will also be higher. Pardon me for being egoistic becos I am just a human, and like most of you people, I need to engage myself to gain recognition and have a two way activity or corresponding communication. And between blogging and fb, I was obviously getting more juice from the latter...
well, I had already made confession of my crime, you may have your fair assessment on me. But before anyone label me as being lazy, irresponsible or apathetic, pls allow me a moment to defend my case.
Accusing fb for disrupting the continual contribution on my blog was only one side of the story, or in fact I should announce it as just a appetizer. The main cause which really affected the advancement of my blog were actually 'time'. Ever since I quit my delivery job biz and started holding steering wheel with Comfort Delgro, I find my time totally sucked into a twister pulling me apart like a horse being torn by multiple carriage. The $102 rental a day I had to pay the company is like getting three $30 tickets of illegal parking of car park and the remaining $12 for not inserting properly my cash card into the IU. So I woke up every morning, for the first 5 hours making my first $102 not for myself but for a organisation that has a name so conflicting with my experience , "Comfort". So, before anyone is going to put any verdict on me, pls consider I have to drive 14 hours to make that decent income which is enough for my whole family expenses.
Anyway, no matter what may happened, how busy and occupied I may be. As long as I am still alive, so will the live of gangster-dad....
and I wanna thanks Kenneth Lim (Esther's hubby) and Billy Chen (ah fei) for reminding me I have a remarkable blog... I appreciate your compliment and thank you for visiting. Ah.... at least I tasting a few drops of juice now... lol.
